This good brother of mine

Life is not that simple i guess? No longer the life i had past when i am young. This particular friend of mine. He's a very good brother. Recently, we are not in talking terms. We had a quarrel. Because i am quite stupid I guess? When i got used, i am still having that blur face. That's how stupid i am. And finally, a disaster happen because of this. I told a secret and the secret was blown out to him. WOW. And that is before Os. I find myself really guilty and evil sometimes. What a good brother i had but i just had to backstab him twice. For other people, they would have beaten me up. I still dont know how he can endure me for so long. But nevertheless, i am very guilty over it. Life's not that simple anymore. Once we are carrying around stupidity, shit like this happens. Now, i am just hoping for a forgiveness from him? i guess?