Same problem

Been long man. This girl i love had never texted me after i gave her cold replies. I was wondering whether should i take the first move or? I kept on asking myself this question. But in the end, just because of my ego, i decided not to. Well, if she really care about me as a friend or whatsoever, she would have texted me. She would not be even gossiping about me behind. Am i making the right choice? Many choices were given to me but i chose wrongly. Can this be the first right choice or? Hais. Need some enlightenment. How i wish i would know what is her feelings towards me. Cut that aside! i cant wait to go out with wayne and zai aka the lepak brothers! hahaha! they are really good brothers to me! talking shits and doing shits together and most importantly lepak together! good brothers i had!